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Light Posts This Weekend (Desc)

Have a picture of Devil Chy The pain is back to levels where i first started this dental ordeal. In a seven hour period i did this: >Took 800mg of Extra Strength Tylenol >800mg of ibuprofen > Used Orajel 4x medicated to numb my gums and mouth 5 times.

Even with all that the pain is still at thought destroying levels. I have high pain tolerance, i've been doing this for almost a full year now. I mean like real pain the type that all these painkillers only bring it down to about a 7/10. The pain prevents me from sleeping and when i do it even works its way into my dreams our thoughts when i'm sleeping (Yes its so bad my brain is thinking of how to relieve my pain while im asleep) The pain easily spreads from the nerves in my mouth to my brain. (Think of the worst migraine you ever had x100)

I've been trying to get rest and its genuinely impossible. I did alot of pictures of other people's OCs for the first time today and i'm a bit proud of myself, focusing on my art does turn a small amount of the pain into background noise. Long term pain causes hypertension (high blood pressure) and the meds to relieve the pain increases blood pressure as well during long term use. So some days i just straight up take the full force of my pain without any meds. Dental pain isn't my only condition, long time followers and close friends know i have neurological issues and heart issues and i'm prone to getting severe sickness.

At first i didn't like doing posts like this, i didn't want to seem attention seeking but it's nice to see the community i've worked so hard to foster on my page coming together to support me. I was excited the other week that i could finally eat cold stuff a bit again before this guy destroyed my mouth.

Once again it looks like i'm going to be back to being sleep deprived for a while at least. Maybe i'll do less posts like this, let me know if you guys prefer to be continuously updated like this or if you only want to see the goons.

Thanks for reading -Valentine/Chy 🤍🤎

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