will this affect our future?... does she see me differently? does she love me? why does she like me? will we still get married? why am I worried? am I allowed to be worried? is this okay? am I okay? is she okay? why am I awake? why can't I sleep? why did I lie? who can I trust? does anyone trust me? am I good enough? does she hate me? do THEY hate me? who is "THEY"? is it everyone? who is everyone? who am I? why... am I? will I be okay? can I be helped? am I broken? can she fix me? will it always be like this? will I always have to hide my scars? does anyone know? am I wrong? am I weak? am I a lier? why am I a lier? why am I so horrible? why did she have to fall in love with me? does she still even love me the same? why am I not pretty? why am I not smart? can I be good enough? who cares about me? who has lied to me? are people still lying to me? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? will you always love me?....