Ok guys sorry for the massive scare. I didn't want to make a giant fuss though I suppose it happened anyways and I really am sorry about that.

To sum it up, I was in a very very dark state of mind for a pretty little while and instead of admitting to it I just disintegrated and mass left everything which sadly included the very group I was apart of with not a single utter. My depression I thought I put to bed got the better of me and I didn't want that version of me around anyone so I threw myself out of everything thinking it was the right move until I got my hands back on the wheel.

To my group first and foremost I owe you guys the biggest apology of all. Because of my own cowardice I almost destroyed what we worked so hard to build. I thought of you guys everyday and hated myself more for what I did. I personally didn't want you guys having to deal with that weaker version of me. Again I'm sorry and hope you forgive me.

And to my friends who reached out. Sorry I didn't explain anything or really elaborate on how I felt. I personally didn't know what to say or what answer to give you all. I'm touched you all cared enough to reach out and check on me. That's a kindness I can't repay. Again I'm sorry to you guys too.

Lastly the servers I left. I know I didn't really speak all the time and didn't really share things much but I still should apologize to you all too. At some points I admittedly felt like a spectator in them which of course isn't anyones fault but it didn't help my cause. You all are good people no matter what controversy happens between some of you. Remember that.

So again everyone I'm sorry for the weird little period I went through and hope you all forgive my hubris. Don't worry. I won't let something like this happen again and you all have my word🤍🤍🤍

See you guys. It's wonderful to be back 🔥